so full right now.

and by full, i mean full of grace.

today, i got to have a skype chat with something like 9 different Kaleos. best ever. and got to have 3 of them over here. it makes me so happy.

it's been really hard being home. i just miss my Kaleo family a lot. So it's been really good today to have them around and to talk to.

on the side of the lies that were attacking me, they're not as prevalent as i fit back into life here at home. Kaleo was amazing, but now I gotta find/make my own Kaleo.

can't believe it.

well, i'm home now. this year has come to a close. it's crazy to think that Kaleo is over. and it hurts. but God is good, and it is good that we leave Kaleo. i didn't expect them to become such a part of me. but they have. and i am so thankful.

all of a sudden...

Today marks a week until we all leave for good. Wow. I can't believe it's so soon.

I was just looking through the end of the K7 yearbook and it almost made me cry. Kaleo is ending soon. Soon, I won't have these people just across the hallway or just downstairs. Soon, we go back into the world, and literally fan out across the country.

While I am excited to go back home, I am not quite ready to let these dear ones go.

I actually feel like I'm going to cry.